Why can't you understand?!

Why can't I say that I'm sorry?
Beign forgiven early leads to a better situ,
A situation that mistakes can be tolerated,
More reliability within us, at least for me...

Don't misunderstand what I'm saying,
Isn't over care, I'm not even thinking of you,
Is just a way that I found to protect myself,
Really, I'm weak if you didn't noted yet...

So, take this apology, please.